The end, it's over.

As the title says it all.
I've stopped tweeting all the sad stuff because there are people out there probably grinning over it.

I would have taken a bullet for you but RIGHT NOW, i just want to pull the trigger on you. But I'll be fine once I get it, I'll be good. I shouldn't even worry about that someone who made my life so miserable.

That feeling of no longer able to cry is awful but in a good way i suppose. It has proven me that these walls that have been built weren't thick and strong enough. That someone who used to be my everything, the best damn thing that ever happened to me, been through so fucking much (still giving me nightmares). All it took was just that one person to ruin it all.

I woke up crumbled like a piece of paper because I remembered all too well, the vast ocean of memories. I came to realize how much I actually love someone, but it's alright.. It doesn't matter anymore.

We used to have everything when we were together, but now we don't have anything at all. I hope I don't see you anymore and neither do I want us to have everything or anything AGAIN. I don't want to forget you but I don't miss you either. I'm just happy that we crossed each other's paths once because it was almost perfect and sometimes good to dream about my past uh?

(You shall remain as my most painful and biggest mistake)